One of the most natural inclinations people have is self-justification. Do something odd or questionable? No worries: your brain will happily develop some narrative about why it's perfectly reasonable or at least not your fault. This narrative can be particularly sticky if you're justifying some trait that feels inherent, one that you never consciously adopted but seemed to be always present. Of course, a good counterpoint is trying to live with other people. Then it's in your face that they think or behave differently, and if you're behaving well you are forced to question your narrative. Or if you're behaving badly you try to impose your narrative on them. What I didn't properly question about myself for many years was my attitude to money. I have all the instincts of a miser: accumulating money, obsessively optimising for 'bargains', and evaluating every purchase in terms of long term value, as if I were trying to achieve some kind of high score at th...
Well, actually not all of us, really just me (I?). I was listening to a vaguely interesting podcast this morning about David Bessis' book Mathematica, which (apparently?) emphasises the importance of intuition in mathematical thinking rather than logical proofs. In particular, the idea was that being a good mathematician is learning to train your intuition to agree with the reality, battering it into the right shape when you make a mistake instead of just giving up. It can then be a useful guide and inspiration when exploring new mathematical concepts. What most struck me about this idea of 'training your intuition' was that this was analogous to machine learning (LLMs/AI/whatever). You don't really care about the steps or formally proving something, you're just trying to make the outputs of the system agree with reality. Our big advantage over LLMs in this context being that for us reality is more than 'all the text on the internet'. But then I got to thi...